the only constant thing in life is change

HEY peoples! i'm sorry about this!

once again, i've moved back to blogger. haha! thanks!

http://yanjuan-l.blogspot.com/

yup. it's my birthday today. Happy birthday to me!~

please let me post for today! haha!

first of all, i wanna say a big thanks to alison xiaoli yuling serene milken zhangyu minyu mabelin-jie zijie qixiang kitson shane joel! darren serene sukhpreet qianyu and jasper for wishing me a very happy birthday! :D THANKS! love you guys! :D it's the sincerity that i appreciate it :) that counts a lot :) [please tell me if i miss you out! sorry] and of course, my family :D

also, COMBINED HUMANITIES is finally over! no more memorising for me! counting down from now, we are still left with 10 more days to end of O'level. time just whizzed past so quickly.

this year, i'm officially 16th years old. and somehow, i'm one year older. (isnt that true? haha!) this year, it seem like the time passed so fast. perhaps it's because we are all busying studying bah.

saying the truth, this is the first time i felt so different on my birthday. it's just like normal day. i didnt await for it. moreover, i didnt have the mood for it at all. i dont like it too. but, i love my friends being there for me :)

most probably this will be my last post on onsugar.com after o'level, i will be moving back to blogger. so, yup. you guys got to relink me again. sorry!

* i guess it started since sec 2 year end. and i really decide on this already. i felt so terrible every since april upon seeing you. i dont know why. and dont ask me why. i guess you should know why. your friends told me things and i told myself not to believe in it. but, that's seems to be true. or perhaps if it's not true, i'm sorry for not trusting you. i've decided on letting go. xiaoli & yuling seems to know who i am talking about. cause i dont like the feeling of being left out without knowing the reason for it. it's never gonna be back like last time. isnt this so? please tell me if i'm wrong *

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okay. this will be my last post until O level finish!

it's exactly 4 more days to it! :D

thanks for the advanced wishes :)

anyway, got to know that 4c chalet will be on 31 dec to 2jan. damn sian can? i was so excited for the chalet. but now, Im not. cause it's like i will be staying with my family to welcome the new year 2010. so most probably, i wont be going. hah.

in addition, haha. i went crazy just now. was doing anglican high chemistry paper and i confused myself with exothermic reaction and endothermic. DAMN CRAZY LA. haha! i was laughing like siao zha bo too. haha!

BYE!!! will be moving back to blogger. i guess. AFTER o's!

ALL THE BEST  PEOPLE! ESPECIALLY TO MY 4Cs !! HAHA! BYEBYE!

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to zhangyu: haha! thanks. you too :)

to one: dont lame.

somehow, it's really nine more days to the day all of us are waiting for. everyone is mugging hard now.

do you know you were once someone whom i only trust and felt comfortable talking with. but now, it's gone. totally gone.

i'm i pushing myself hard? i'm not.

12 more days from now.

school was as usual. study leave is working for me as i'm able to do the revision i wanted to do :)

anyway, chemistry lesson was hilarious! i could not control myself from laughing. HAHA! i spread my laughters to xiaoli and yiting too. haha! i guess they know what i mean. hah! cause the thing is just too similar to the chemistry tys! HAHAHA!!!

after school, headed home with serene. we were actually talking about the days to o level and AFTER o'level. we simply went nuts. haha!

hmm...

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the things i'm going to mention maybe not coherent. so, yup.

- if things could be judge by simply looking at its appearance, dont you think is just too down-to-earth?

- dont judge things by its cover. "never judge the book by its cover." you really wont know who the person is.

- dont worry about failure.worry about the chances you miss when you dont even try. you really wont know what the outcome will be if you dont try.

-dont expect things. the more you expect for, the greater your disappointment will be when it isnt the thing that you've been thinking of.

- sometimes, some people just really go in and out of your life. they maybe just be the by-stander, or they may even be someone who left scars on you, but just look around. there will always be someone who have left it's footprints in your life.

- if sorry can cure everything, then why are there police, judge in this world?

- it always easy for one to forgive someone, but, do you know how hard it is to forget about the issue?

- not treasuring and utilizing the chance you have, you wont know what have actually left you.

though i know that thing quite long ago, i'm satisfied. ") cause, it's just like a broken cup that cant be mend.